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| 01:50pm 09/07/2004 |
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Opiate Choices always were a problem for you. What you need is someone strong to guide you. Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow, what you need is someone strong to use you. like me, like me. If you want to get your soul to heaven, trust in me .Don't judge or question.You are broken now, but faith can heal you. Just do everything I tell you to do. Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow. Let me lay my holy hand upon you. My Gods will becomes me. When he speaks out, he speaks through me. He has needs like I do. We both want to rape you. Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life. Open my eyes and blind me with your light and your lies. |
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| Mmmmm... this is fun.... Thanks Chris. |
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| 09:56pm 07/07/2004 |
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Choose a band and answer only in titles of their songs.
Tool
1. Are you male or female?: "Hooker with a Penis"
2. Describe yourself: "Cold and Ugly" or "Sober"
3. How do some people feel about you?: "Intolerance"
4. How do you feel about yourself?: "Disgustipated"
5. Describe an old girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: "Prison Sex" or "Jerk-Off"
6. Describe a current girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: "Hush" or "Useful Idiot"
7. Where are you?: "Intermission"
8. Where would you rather be?: "Eon Blue Apocalypse"
9. Describe what you want to be: "Die Eier von Satan"
10. Describe how you live: "Bottom"
11. Share a few words of wisdom: "Pushit" or "Crawl Away" |
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| Now I know why I love this sooo much, its my life... |
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| 12:34pm 07/07/2004 |
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music: Recitar!... Vesti la giubba
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VESTI LA GIUBBA (Pagliacci)(On with the show)
Recitar!...mentre preso dal delirio
non so piu quel che dico e quel che faccio!
Eppur...e d'uopo...sforzati! Bah, sei tu forse un uom?
Tu se' Pagliaccio! Vesti la giubba e la faccia infarina.
La gente paga e rider vuole qua.
E se Arlecchin t'invola Colombina, ridi, Pagliaccio...
e ognum applaudira! Tramuta in lazzi lo spasmo ed il pianto;
In una smorfia il singhiozzo e'l dolor...
Ridi Pagliaccio, sul tuo amore infranto!
Ridi del duol che t'avvelena il cor!
SYNOPSES
Canio, his wife Nedda, and their troupe perform adulterous comedies in their traveling shows. This time, though, life imitates art. Canio has just been warned that Nedda is in the arms of another man. When Canio arrives, the man is gone. "Tell me his name!" he threatens. Just at that moment, they announce, "It's show time!"
ENGLISH TRANSLATION
Go on stage, while I'm nearly delirious?
I don't know what I'm saying or what I'm doing!
And yet, chin up! I'll try harder. Bah, you think you're a man?
You're just a clown! On with the show, man,
and put on your white-face.
The people pay you and you must make them laugh.
And if Harlequin should steal your Columbine, laugh,
you're Pagliaccio, and the world will clap for you!
Turn into banter all your pain and sorrow,
and with your clowns' face hide grief and distress...
Laugh loud, Pagliaccio, forget all of your troubles,
Laugh off the pain that so empoisons your heart. |
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| 01:12am 06/07/2004 |
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| How to make a Crystal |
Ingredients:
1 part intelligence
5 parts ambition
1 part empathy |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little sadness if desired! |
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| 10:31am 28/06/2004 |
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So, I wake up to this this morning:
"Umm... Somebody toilette papered your car and the lawn."
Great.
I get up, go outside, and sure enough, its done.
If you know who did it, let me know.
This is pretty lame.
I got yelled at by Brendan cos I asked him and he exploded on me. |
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| 05:27pm 07/06/2004 |
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Hi everybody!
As most of you well know, I played a "small" part in a documentary a while back ago. I, as well as the rest of the small cast, were interviewed by 'The Independent' (Huntington Beach's local newspaper) and made front page! So far its been an "Official Selection" of both the 2004 'DancesWithFilms' film festival (one of the most prestigious annual film festivals in L.A.) and the 2004 '4th Annual Thunderbird International Film Festival'. Well, to make a long story short... Everybody can finally go see it!
For more info on the film visit the website at http://ratsandbullies.com. (You can also see some pictures of myself from the film under 'Press Photos' at the website!)
Hope to see you there!
Thanks!
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CALIFORNIA DEBUT! - WEST COAST PREMIERE! DANCES-WITH-FILMS FILM FESTIVAL
June 12th, 2004 - 11:00 AM
RATS & BULLIES is an OFFICIAL SELECTION of the The Seventh Annual DANCES-WITH-FILMS FILM FESTIVAL in Los Angeles/Santa Monica, which takes place from June 10th through the 17th.
Called “the defiant fest of raw talent” by the Hollywood Reporter, DancesWithFilms has earned a reputation for its particular preference in honoring only the truest forms of independent cinema. Many consider DANCES-WITH-FILMS to be one of the most prestigious annual film festivals in Los Angeles.
Don’t miss this chance to see RATS & BULLIES at its CALIFORNIA PREMIERE at
the DANCES-WITH-FILMS FILM FESTIVAL:
Saturday - June 12th at 11:00 AM
LAEMMLE'S MONICA 4-PLEX 1332 2nd Street
Santa Monica, CA 90401-1103
Price per ticket: $10.00
For more details on screenings go to the DANCES-WITH-FILMS website: http://www.danceswithfilms.com <http://www.danceswithfilms.com>
WORLD PREMIERE! THUNDERBIRD INTERNATIONAL FILM FESTIVAL <http://www.thunderbirdfilmfestival.suu.edu>
June 4th, 2004 - 3:00 PM
The Fourth Annual Thunderbird International Film Festival <http://www.thunderbirdfilmfestival.suu.edu> held in Southern Utah will spotlight the feature-documentary. RATS & BULLIES: The Dawn-Marie Wesley Story. The film festival which focuses on cinema that is family friendly with allowances for cultural differences, takes place over the course of five days from June 2nd through the 6th, with screenings during three of those days. RATS & BULLIES will act as a centerpiece for the festival with a presentation set for June 4th, at 3:00PM to be followed by a question and answer session with the two directors and producers, Roberta McMillan and Ray Buffer.
The Thunderbird International Film Festival <http://www.thunderbirdfilmfestival.suu.edu> takes place on the campus of Southern Utah University in Cedar City, Utah. Those wishing to attend are encouraged to reserve tickets early as seating for RATS & BULLIES is likely to sell out. Tickets may be purchased locally at businesses including Groovacious, Across the Board Games, Iron County Visitor's Center and the SUU Communications Dept. For more information on the Thunderbird International Film Festival contact (435)586-7861 or visit the festival’s website at <http://www.thunderbirdfilmfestival.suu.edu> |
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| Thanks Chris! : ) |
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| 02:31pm 27/05/2004 |
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mood:  hopeful
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I Corinthians 13:1-13
1: If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
2: And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
3: If I give away all I have, and if I deliver my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.
4: Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful;
5: it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;
6: it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right.
7: Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8: Love never ends; as for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away.
9: For our knowledge is imperfect and our prophecy is imperfect;
10: but when the perfect comes, the imperfect will pass away.
11: When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became a man, I gave up childish ways.
12: For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall understand fully, even as I have been fully understood.
13: So faith, hope, love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
I Corinthians 13:1-13 |
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| I AM JACK'S BROKENHEART. |
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| 12:30pm 13/05/2004 |
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mood:  sad music: Us and Them-Pink Floyd (played as this happened)
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Time of loss: 12:30 p.m.
Date of loss: 5/13/04 , two days before six month anniversary.
Findings:
The victims, Crystal and Brendan, were both happy with one another.
Brendan at the time of loss, felt that he was not.
Crystal felt otherwise and wanted to work things out.
Brendan thought that this would be for the best.
Crystal was heartbroken. She didn't want this.
They both cried. They both felt the same about the situation. |
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| 04:16pm 27/04/2004 |
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mood:  satisfied music: that song from kill bill when the bride meets bebe
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Things are better now since my last update. Me and the Mr. are gooooood. ;)
Friday night was a blast!- Blake-o you and those "spider webs"...
Saturday night- good times for the most part. Jack's sis's engagement party. Margarita's and Corona's! Mmmmmmm.
Sunday- boredem.
Monday- boredem. The Mr. got a job :) I got a venus fly trap and I named it 'Snappy'. Bought the Mr. a card. Had a little afternoon fun. ;)
Today- School, afternoon fun, work, ROP, and the night awaits! |
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| My spring break! |
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| 04:04pm 21/04/2004 |
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mood:  energetic music: Circus Music
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Ladies and Gentlespoons!...
My Spring Break in ten sentences, or less!
Drum roll please...
(Drum roll)
First sentence!
~every week day was spent at work!
(Audience, 'Oh's)
Second sentence!
~Most of the time I was with the Mr. watching movies!
(Audience 'Gasps')
Third sentence!
~I didnt go to the gym!
(Audience 'Ah's)
And finally, my forth and final sentence to amaze and shock you all!
~I slept in not once throughout my whole Spring Break!
(Audience 'Screams' in terror)
Not to worry, not to worry folks, it was all good times.
And that was the amazing Crystal-innie! |
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| 03:11pm 15/04/2004 |
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mood:  excited music: ho hum... ho hum...
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L'amo piu di lei mai sapra il mio piccolo fishy!!!!!
So how is everybody?
Today is mine and the Mr.'s five month anniversary thing!
Awesome.
Tomorrow I'm getting my camara phone!
And going to the beach!
Tan it up!
This weekend seems hopeful... |
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| Holla, Holla, Holla!!!! |
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| 12:39pm 12/04/2004 |
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mood:  sleepy music: Young at Heart- Sinatra
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Soooo....
Friday- Hung out with Michelle, Royce, Jack, Jon, Nicole, Louis, Laura, Amber, Michelle and Laura's momma's, and Mikey. We went to dinner at the Story Teller's Restaurant, took tons of pics, and had fun. After that me, Jon, and Royce went to DQ and got malts. Then Jon and I dropped off Royce, went to my house, then to Michells's house, then I dropped Jon off, and I went home. Good times.
Saturday- Went to Catalina for Chris's wedding. I'm not too fond of that place, but it was fun. Played some mini golf there, took some pics, good times.
Sunday- Went to breakfast avec mon mere, cleaned my room, went to the Mr.'s and watched 'Osmosis Jones', had fun.
Today- Work. I got a virus on my computer. That always sux.
Late. |
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| 02:27pm 08/04/2004 |
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mood:  aggravated
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Ok, so if you want to see pics from the Kids Choice awards go to wehaveexplosion 's journal. Thanks Tiff. :) I don't know how to do anything on LJ so thats why I can't link you to her. Damn. |
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| 06:01pm 07/04/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: Baby please don't go- Aerosmith
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I havent updated in a while, sorry.
Sooooo.....
Saturday went to Kids Choice, sat behind David Spade, saw Kenny G, and videotaped Dennis Quaid walking by. There were a lot of people there, it was fun.
Sunday, went to the beach. Spent some time avec ma mere and went shopping. Went to the Mr.'s house and broke his STEEL bar stool.
Monday, senior ditch day, didnt go to first, but went to all the other classes.
Tuesday, nothing. Made meatloaf in my culinary class and homemade gravy...Mmmm...
Today, work, work, and oh! More work! But i had some afternoon fun too. ;) |
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| 04:15pm 23/03/2004 |
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mood:  stressed music: Us and Them- Pink Floyd
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Yo yo yo kids!
Nothing new here.
Tired and lazy.
Stressed out.
Work is boring.
School is unfufilling.
The Mr. and I are good.
I didn't go to school today, slept in till 11:30.
Im at work.
Going to ROP.
Working the Marriott is fun.
Good discounts.
I want to go shopping and buy myself some cute outfits.
I want a burger.
I'm going now children!
Caio! |
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| 03:17pm 17/03/2004 |
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mood: annoyed
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Drunk bastard co-workers of mine.
I am the youngest one here.
It was pointless of me to come into work today. 'Why?' you ask, BECAUSE EVERYBODY IS DRUNK!!!!! EXCEPT ME!!!!
Lousy loser drinkers.
What am I saying? I want to be one too!
Damn it.
Stupid drunks.
Go home, your not going to get any work done.
Assholes... |
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| 02:44pm 16/03/2004 |
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mood:  confused music: Ticks and Leeches- Tool
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So Lately I've been in the mood to write. But not write poetic loving things, no, never, instead it's all sad and dark and depressing. Tear. I'd post the stuff but its SUPER long, so if ANYBODY READS THIS PLEASE EXPLAIN HOW TO POST AND LINK STUFF!!!!!!! THANKS. But back to me writing. I don't know what it is, but I've just been in this mod where I'm depressed and I all cold with things.I'm not bipolar, but it sure as hell feels that way! One minute I'm sad and lonely, next I'm up and jumpin' around. I don't know whats up with me!
Tomorrow is the day of the dead! (For me thats the day of the cadaver lab!) SOOOOO EXCITED!
I have two jobs now. Both in Newport Beach. One in an office the other in the kitchen at the Marriot Hotel in Newport. So take that.
AMBER IF YOU READ THIS: WE NEED TO HANG OUT, stupid trick. Call me, Im going tot he beach on sunday, you should come with!
I have nothing more to say, farewell!
Caio! Love ya! |
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| 03:26pm 15/03/2004 |
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mood:  cheerful music: The Very Thought of You- Billie Holiday
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Four months today for the Mr. and I, yup, yup, yup! Its a wonderful thing to be me, ya know?
Wednsday Im going to see dead bodies for physiology! (Only I could be excited about something like that!) And its going to be St. Patricks day! Right on!
I ent to the pool yesterday, got a little sun, not much really, this coming sunday though is the day of sun for me.
I start working at the Marriot on thursday. Cook, cook, cook!!!!
Im sooooooo tired!!!!!!!!!
Caio! |
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